Be still???

Today is a big day in the life of our adoption.  We are hoping to hear good news soon as a result.  My mind wanders...but, what if we don't?  What if God decides to close the door?  What if this little girl, that has already become a part of my family, isn't the one?  What if...What if...What if??? 

We pray.  We search scripture.  We trust.  We obey.  

But, what if???  What if God has a different plan?

Then, all i can do is:

I don't know the future.  I don't know what God has planned, but i pray that whatever happens may it bring Him glory.  I do know that without Him, i'd be a big mess.